Entries for May, 2006
mY daY with dOnnA
he mAkEs mY dAy cOmpLete...XD
{ by mhizyu at 06:10 PM on May 24, 2006 }
waaAhh...wOrds iS nOt enOugh tO teLL hOw hapPy i aM tO havE hiM 
...aLthough we're nOt aLreadY havE a commitmEnt..saka n mna...i wiLl wait for the right tym sana lng..d sya mainip
..oncE again,kkauwi q lan!!!..frOm mega mall,together with angelo 
!!!yipee..nag date kmi..la lang!..srap xang ksama,natututo n syang maging sweet khit papano??..(nhawa n skin!)..inUkot n ata nmiN ang buOng megamall!!!..(skit ng paa kUh..)
pro oKay laNG!!..sya nman kasama ko!..XD..we buy some shirt..a black shirt!!! with matching print.."TAG-hirap since birth" kuletZZ...lolz,.we are going to wear it in our next meeting...yey!!
sana lng 22o tlaga sya..pra di n ko masaktan ulit db??bUt i trust him nman (lots!)..
`~ciao...8D
Currently listening to: triStAncAfe-'wE beloNg'
Currently feeling: happy
sUch a bOriNg...
~sOmebOdY~
{ by mhizyu at 01:08 PM on May 26, 2006 }
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
he'll get my support
he will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
he will understand me
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it
Currently listening to: spOlariUm--eraseRheAds
Currently feeling: rushed
^cAn i keeP yOu iN mY wOrLd??^
{ by mhizyu at 09:23 PM on May 26, 2006 }
i woke up this morning at 6:00 i received a txt message from a person who is very important with me..he said "dont ever leave me ha?kz mahal n mahal kita!promise me..shit!! what a nice words?!!he makes me feel..wow!!such a great morning huh?!!
..and im so happy everytime he told me that he loves me..i never thought that he will came back after our break up 
all i know that he is already satisfied with his girlfriend and forget about what happened between us
..but the day came and he txt me again..actually, after are break up..i tried to control myself to stop txt him..all i want is to cut are connection coz' in that way,i can forget about us and be moved..
i told to myself that..
moving on will never be easy,especially coz i really love him,i wish i can go on but my heart was really torn..sometimes i pray that he will go away but one part of my heart wants him to stay..he hurt me so much but shit!! i miss his touch...
for almost 3 months i need to pretend to my friends especially to myself that i can get over him..i dont ever want them to say that im so weak!!..they say.."lalake lang yan,marami dyang iba..pila-pila pa!!" yeah they right!!..many guys admired at me..but my heart still want to the guy who hurt me..
i ignored every little things related or have a connect with him..i need to covered what i really felt..life changes,memories DONT..so its true..i cant get over him just bacause of those damn memories!!.err!!..
and now that he's back...i don't know what i really feel..yes im so happy but i dont even sure if his love is true..(of course i want to make sure first)..
hope everything will be alright to the both of us..
bY:LadY diANe **hope uR true**
Currently listening to: please be careful wth my heart
Currently feeling: scared
.:barKAda trip:.
{ by mhizyu at 10:46 PM on May 27, 2006 }
kakaasar!! 
..sobrang boring ngaun..wala akong ginawa kundi tumunganga!!err..dumating ate ko tapos nanlibre sya ng miryenda..
..(hindi naman ako nabusog!!).wala akong gnawa kundi humiga at maligo 
..init kasi!!
,.pumunta ko kla aisen,kapitbahay ko lang sya kaya anytime na gustong kong magpunta pwede,..la lang! nagkuwentuhan lang kmi bout sa bf nia (magkikita sila 2m.!!kainggit..
)at nagharutan rin,lagi naman..dapat nga mag rerestling kmi,(ako nagyaya!),.pro di sya pumayag!..nyahaha 
..nagpunta rin aq sa repair shop..pina repair ko ung shirt na binili ni angelo,sobrang laki kasi!! 
para kong naka-daster??.lolz..bukas ko siya kukunin,wee!! bgay skin un!! 
..kakaasar lumabas!!dming lalaki!!nkatingin pa skin.ngaun lang ata cla nakakita ng babae eh!!den, badtrip naman biglang umulan!! 
..ginawa ko,nagpatugtug ako ng sobrang lakas!!!!hahaha..tamang trip pa kmi..nagyayaan pa kming maligo sa ulan 
..kaso ndi natuloy..(meron kasi ate ko!
)..SAYANG TALAGA!!..un na kasi ang sunod na paliligo ko sa ulan aften 6 years!!!!..ahihi^^..binigyan pa kmi ng tito ko ng ice cream..yummy! 
..rocky road ung flavor..favorite ko un!!..
..nagsubuan pa kmi..c paulo (ung friend q),sinubuan aq..OMG nakakailang siya..di ko na lang pinansin 
..pagalis nilang lahat ako naiwan s bahai tinawagan ko c angelo 
..ahihi..adik kasi un!!niloadan ako ng 60 may load naman ako!..*giggles*..bukas magsisimba kmi nila donna,ksama si ilo..sana di sya mailang na ksama nia ang dalawang ex nia..XD..
`ciao..
Currently watching: never been kiss
Currently feeling: sleepy
.: err :.
{ by mhizyu at 08:17 PM on May 28, 2006 }
today, i woke up this morning at 8:00..im going to attend a mass together with my best friend (donna ~> bLizZ)..(dapat kasama c ilo..kso s bicutan siya nagcmba ksama buong family nia) 
..but its ok!..i will going to their hauz at tuesday ..nyahaha..after the mass we dont know where to go..donna want to go in the market..(juno is there)..i think that the reason why she wants to go there!!ahaha..nice!!
anyways..im so disappointed! my friends did not came here in hauz..i dont know why? 
..we will going to have a despidida for ate joan she will going to laguna and stay there until the day she graduate on college ..sayang talaga!!magiinuman kmi dapat...hmmp!
im also came from the repair shop..i claim my shirt,.i fit it and its so nice with me!..i feel im gorgeous ..*jOkes* im alone here..yipee!
thats for now...
`~ciao!
Currently feeling: relaxed
wHAt a greaT eVeniNg..
hapPy to haVe hiM..8D
{ by mhizyu at 09:32 PM on May 30, 2006 }
today,i spent my whole afternoon with my boyfriend ..(yah kMi n uLit!!!).wee!!..nagpunta kmi sa bahai nila..ate lang niya ung nandun,kala ko nga tatarayan ako eh..d pla! 
..dun lang kmi..soundtrip!grabe talaga!!nung una nahihiya aq sa ate nya ..pro nawala din nman..nagpunta rin kmi ng mall dun kmi ngmiryenda--zaGu!!
bwct nga ung lalaking un eh!.pag nakakakita ng gurl nkatingin lagi!!!(mas mganda nman aq!hmmp! !..)..past 5 n cguro kmi nghiwalay,
..nagulat aq sa mga comments ng ate nia skin 
..im 2 pretty daw para kay ilo?!lolZ..sabi pa..ginayuma daw aq ni ilo!!ahaha!!..CGURO nga!
`sa ngaun..dito cousine ko..(kuya anglo) fav. cousine ko un!..nagluto nga aq at nagustuhan nia!!yipee!! 
..sarap kong magluto!!ehehe..
hope for 2m. blessing on the two of us! i really love him...
,`dats all of now...
Currently watching: love of the condor heroes
Currently feeling: satisfied
`, bOrinG!!
{ by mhizyu at 10:19 PM on May 31, 2006 }
uhmmn..it seems i've nothing to say by now..i just spend my whole time in the front of my computer..nothing can do,i cant txt my friends and my boyfriend coz' my unlimited got end..,uhmm..im the one who cooked for our lunch (as always) need some practice and i can perfect it!! i ate my miryenda with aisen..she told me that she and his boyfriend are already legal to her mom..shocks!!..i want too!! ..and not that.. her mom called her boyfriend on the cellphone!!!!..nice!!.she told me too what her feeling now that her mom know about her bf..iM happy for the both of them..
uhh,i miss my boyfriend!!..*giggles*
thats all by now..XD
`, ciaO
Currently listening to: aLipiN-bY:shAmroCK
Currently feeling: restless
...my sister came here from her work and invite us to go to the market2..she will treat us and buy something nonsence
but i choose to stay here..i don't want to join them..la ako s mood
..dmi nming pinagusapan...bout sa eX nmin at sa bhest koh!
...den, nkausap nmin c angelo s fhone,la lng!
in where section i shud belong??..2 weeKs to gO, baCk to schoOl again
im not dat satisfied in my vacation!!..i i dont want to continue my studies in pNhS...i want to transfer in other school..but its too late
..angelo and i were txting 
...although im nOt yet register in unlimited i continue txting him till mY load get lost!!err...sO wen he txt me again i caNt repLy him so i choose to sleep again 
besides i cant buy a new load an early in the morning,..den, when i woke up again my mom get angry with me!!! i dunno why?
hmmf!! and ask me if why i always have a "topak"?? duh!!..kkagising lang sermon agad!!..to make me feel ok,i went in the bathroom and take some shower
..a stay there at almost 1hour...while taking shower, angelo called me oN my cp...shOcks!!!!
,after that i registered again in unlimited (4days unli) but shit they not follow my request!!!!,but anyways...im unli again (so if ever u want to txt me..go!)..instead to eat my breakfast i face the pc...
i took my lunch at 2:00 after angelo called me( a 5mins call) nagaalala dw xa bkit daw d n ko ngrreply 
...wei, im so boring right now while thinking what i goNna do??
after the celebration i choose to go to makati my mom told me to go there,..such a boring place..err..i go home at 9
o pm 
!!!..waaah..aNg saya ko talaga!..haaay..ok na kami.ehehe..uhmm..thats all for now, i feel sleepy 
..