Entries for July, 2006
i watched SUPERMAN!
{ by mhizyu at 08:37 PM on July 1, 2006 }
this day, i went to mall together with my boyfriend...XD we watched a movie!!----> SUPERMAN! wheew! itS sO cool!! brandon routh is sooo handsome!! yeah!! i love his blue eyes!! and also kate bosworth, she's pretty!..waaah!!..
after the movie he buy me a gift.. another baby again!XD.. but not a bear anymore.. this time, its a frog! nyahahaha!! great!!.. my first choice is a piggy toy, but i change my mind..ahaha!!.. uhmm.. i gave him a two shirts.. and im so shock because of what his father told bout the shirt!!!.. it sooooo YUCKS!! there's something words in the one shirt that i gave and *tooot*.......waaaaH!!..haaai.. anyways! im so thankful coz' he like what i gave! XD..
Currently listening to: hanggang kailan--->kyla
Currently feeling: shocked
~ hwaaah!~
{ by mhizyu at 11:06 PM on July 3, 2006 }
err.. its hard to had a lots of position in all the subjects!!!.. if your not an officer, your a leader!! and if your not, there are times that you need to be a leader coz' the leader has was not responsible!!.. you need to do all they assigned to you!.. im so tired doing that all!!.. im the one who always has a lots of works! err,..
my former adviser assigned me to collect all the money everyday for the pond!.. waaaah!!.. another works again..! wOw!.. im so busy now! infairness i don't have a time to txt my boyfriend!!.. but i know that he understand me.XD.. i called him a minutes ago, i had a problem by now.. and while im talkng with him im crying over the fhone! ahuhuhu... i miss him!.. XC, and i don't know what to do coz' we're juzt seen each other at weekends!.. ugh! so sad!..
Currently listening to: nakapagtataka--> mymp
Currently feeling: sleepy
Para ti ( for you ) my 3rd poem..
{ by mhizyu at 08:45 PM on July 4, 2006 }
i wish i can turn back the hands of time
wherein our paths would not cross
because the day i met you
i knew within myself i am just for you
i always remember it was a dawn of november
a new day has come for both you and me
at first we had a gap, as wide as the ocean
and we treated each other as total strangers
but suddenly there's a feeling.. and i can't explain
and even now it's goes deeper as time passes
i serenate, " i like you" for certain qualities,
then later, " i love you" but its too late! you already have her!
until now my foolish heart is still crying for you
still hoping someday you will back to me
please don't say time can vanish what i feel
don't ask me why i'm clinging for you to stay
though you didn't bother how much i cared,
though you didn't notice i was always there,
though it's far from reality that you could be mine
i'm willing to do everything, I promise you that!!
---~> i wrote this poem at the month of feb. after my break up with ilo..XD
Currently listening to: cant let u go-- cueshe
Currently reading: the journal
Currently feeling: working
why we need to went in this kind of damn situation?!
{ by mhizyu at 07:14 PM on July 8, 2006 }
*sigh*... ilang oras pa lang ang nakalipas ng umalis ang parents ng bf ko galing dito sa bahai...kinausap nila ang mom ko.. hindi ko alam kung anung mali?!.. may nagawa ba kami na hindi dapat?! wala naman diba??! ang alam ko lang naman, mahal namin ang isa't isa.. pero bakit parang gusto nila kaming pigilan kung saan kami nagiging masaya??!! bkit kailangan na humantong sa ganito ang lahat?? ang hirap!!!!! nahihirapan ako!! ayokong mamili, ayokong gumawa ng decxon na alam kong hindi ko gusto...
nasasaktan ako sa mga nangyayari.. bakit parang pinapalabas nila na tapusin na namin ang relation namin?! err... AYOKO!! DI KO KAYA!.. minsan na siyang nawala sakin at ayoko ng maulit un!!.. sinesermunan ng parents nia at mom ko kaming dalawa ni angelo at habang nangyayari un hindi ko mapigilang hindi umiyak sa harapan nila!!! nasasaktan ako sa mga sinasabi nila..
at pagkaalis nila, kinausap aq ni daddy ric ( step father q) sinabi niya sakin na bibilisan niya ang pag aasikaso sa papers ko para magpunta na ko agad ng canada!!! shit!!!!!!!!.. ayoko! hindi ko kayang iwan si angelo! talagang pinaglalayo na ata nila kami.. haaaaaaaaii.. di ko na alam gagawin ko! anu ba ang dapat na gawin kong decxOn???
Currently listening to: kuwarto---> sugarfree
Currently watching: mtv
Currently feeling: confused
survey bOUt me..XD
{ by mhizyu at 06:39 PM on July 9, 2006 }
Name:: Lady diane T.
Birthday:: october 21,1991
Birthplace:: taguig city
Eye Color:: Dark Brown
Hair Color:: Black
Height:: don't know!
Weight:: 38 kgs
Right handed or Left handed?: Right Handed
Your Heritage:: pure Filipino
My Worst Habit:: n/a
Zodiac Sign:: libra
Shoe Size:: 6
Pants Size:: 24-25
Innie or Outie?: Outie
Parents Still Together?: nOpe!
The Shoes You Wore Today:: marie nicOle
Your Weakness:: in sporTs!!!
Your Fears:: to be hurt and fear in insects!!
Your Perfect Pizza:: all! XD
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:: To have a long relaxonship with my bf..
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: n/a
Thoughts First Waking Up:: haaaai..
Your Best Physical Feature:: fingers? chicks?
Your Bedtime:: 1:00 am
Your Most Missed Memory:: my family are together
MY FAVORITES
Favorite color?: Pink and green
Food?: Lasagna and pizza
Sport?: err.. i hate sports!!
Animal?: dog
Ice Cream?: all!! XD
Candy?: depends...
Store?: f.o.c
Salad Dressing?: mustard
Actor?: lots..
Song?: goodbye--> juana
Letter?: D
Number?: 15, 29
Gum?: n/a
Holiday?: Christmas, valentines day
Season?: summer
Toothpaste Flavor?: Mint
Radio Station?: love radio
Perfume?: prescripto, bench
Scent besides perfume?: uhh..
Body part on the opposite sex?: Eyes
FRIENDS AND LIFE
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: business woman..XD
How Do You Want To Die?: directly..
Turn ons:: Cool, easy to be with..
Turn offs:: ungentleman, 'baduy' too tall etc..
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?: DONNA!!/mayo-chan
Who's The Loudest?: quinnie
Who Makes You Laugh The Most?: angelo.. n_n
Who Have You Known The Longest?: aisen and liezel
Who's The Shyist?: jean anne
When Have You Cried The Most?: in friend- liezel.. ilo
What Is The Best Feeling In The World?: When u get what u want!
Worst Feeling?: When your loved one dies! and left you..
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?: canada? or in other country..
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would it be?: maldita!!
How Long Do You Think You'll Live?: maybe If the time comes that im satisfied with my life..
FINISH EACH SENTENCE
Let's walk on the: beach?
Let's look at the: dresses
What a nice: gift i got!
Where did all the: money of the Philippines go?
Why can't we: have PEACE on earth?!
Silly, little: girl
Isn't it weird that: my bf ex's txted me?!
Never under any circumstance: take drugs
I wish: i could be get all i want..
Everyone has a: potential
I am: small..XC
HAVE YOU EVER
Been In Love?: YUP!
Been To Juvie?: No I haven't
Mooned Someone?: No I haven't
Been Rejected?: Yeah..
Ran Away From Home?: Yep!
Pictured Your Crush Naked?: nooooo!
Skipped School?: uhmmm..yes?
Thought About Suicide?: Yes..XD
Slept Outside?: not yet
Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yes I have
Cried In School?: aha!
Thrown Up In School?: thankfully..not yet
Wanted To Be a Model?: DUH! im too small!!
Cheated On Someone?: Yes I have
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?: Yah!
Seen A Dead Body?: Yes..
Been Bitched Out?: Yes I have
Drank Alcohol?: YUP!!!
Smoked?: nO waY!!
Been On Drugs?: No waY too!!
Eaten Sushi?: Yes!
Been On Stage?: always!
Gone Skinny Dipping?: No I haven't
Shoplifted?: a big NO!
Been Drunk?: Yes!
Been Called A Tease?: Yes I have
Been Beaten Up?: Yes......
DO YOU
Swear?: Sometimes
Sing Well?: yep!
Shower Daily?: of course I do
Want To Go To College?: yep!
Want To Get Married?: of course!
Believe In Yourself?: Yes I do!
Get Motion Sickness?: Yes
Think You Are Attractive?: sometimes..XD
Get Along With Your Parents?: yes..
Like Thunderstorms?: No!
Play An Instrument?: no?
Own An IPOD?: no i don't have
Pray?: Yes
Go To Church?: every sunday
Sleep With Stuffed Animals?: Yes!!..with froghie
Keep A Journal/Diary?: before
Dance In The Rain?: when im a child
Sing In The Shower?: Yes..XD
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke?: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King?: mcdo
Single or Group Dates?: single
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate!!!
Strawberries or Blueberries?: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies?: Meat
TV or Movie?: Movie
Guitar or Drums?: drums
Adidas or Nike?: adidas
Chinese or Mexican?: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes?: Corn flakes
Cake or Pie?: pie
MTV or VH1?: MTV
Blind or Deaf?: blind
Boxers or Briefs?: Boxers
CAN YOU
Do The Splits?: i can't!
Write With Both Hands?: nope!
Whistle?: a little..
Blow A Bubble?: Yes
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?: No!! err..
Cross Your Eyes?: nope!
Walk With Your Toes Curled?: No
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?: Nope!
Dance?: Yes!
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?: sometimes..XDD
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
You Touched:: mom
You Talked To On The Phone:: angelo
You Instant Messaged:: angelo
You Hugged:: My bf--angelo
You Yelled at:: no one
You Played A Sport With:: I hate sports!
WHAT'S THE LAST
Time You Laughed?: last 3 hours?
Time You Cried?: last day.. ahuhu
Movie You Watched?: superman
Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?: Mint
Joke You Told?: japaneese of noli me tangere is NUCHANSING
Song You've Sung?: b4 i let u go
RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT
Where Are You?: house
What Can You See Out Your Window?: wall
Are You Listening To Music?: No
What Are You Wearing?: shirt and pants
What's On Your Mousepad?: ekes
BELIEFS
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: don't care!
Do you believe in miracles?: i don't think so..
Magic?: nope!
Love at first sight?: Yes
God?: Yes
Satan?: No
Ghosts?: Yes
Santa?: No
Evolution?: Yes?
IN A BOY...
Fav Eye Color:: blue
Fav Hair Color:: Black
Short or Long Hair:: Short
Height:: 5'5
Weight:: 50-70 kgs?
Best Clothing Style:: kahit anu!
RANDOM
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit?: paris
Number Of CD's I Own:: don't know
Your Good Luck Charm:: I have no idea!
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 3
Do you drink milk?: No
Person You Hate Most:: many..
Most Outdated Phrase:: dunno..
Do you think God has a gender?: yes
Where do you think we go when we die?: i dunno
How many rings until you answer the phone?: 4
What is something scientists need to invent?: i don't care!
Are you a health freak?: Sort off
Are you a virgin?: YES!
If you could travel into space, where would you go?: Somewhere where i can meet other creatures!
What is the worst weather?: Hate it when it's too hot!
Did you play with Barbies as a child?: yes! but it was happened b4
Currently listening to: high--> the speaks
Currently watching: lalaine and paulo
Currently feeling: relieved
another poem..
{ by mhizyu at 07:05 PM on July 9, 2006 }
Thoughts of you i cant forget
loving like you is no regret
you are the one i adore
only you and no one more
you are the mirror of my life
the heart and soul of my love
having you is a big treasure
i know this feeling is so sure
but everything had changed
eversince we parted our ways
why does it have to happen
i thought my world would end
but onething i assure you
nothing would changed my love for you
even thought we are far apart
you're still here in my heart
some how, somewhere, someday
i know we can be together again
and i will wait for taht day so, "Till we meet again."
mali bang magmahal??
{ by mhizyu at 05:27 PM on July 12, 2006 }
haaai..taOng bahai atoh ngaun..
walaNg kamiNG pasOK..oK sana.. kasO aNG lakAs namAn nG ulan!!
ndi atoh makalabas oR kahiT na maKagala maN LaNG..
aNG nkaKAasar pa..wala na talaga atoh cp...!
kinuHA ng mOm kuh..
haaaai.. and dami pang problema! sana naman matapos na siya!
kasi.. nahihirapan na ko.. nagiging negative na din ako..
hindi nA nGA kAmi nGKiKita,.. hinDi pa riN kaMI mkApag txt.. 
aNg hiraP naMan.. peRo, dapat di aKo sUmukO dahiL mahal ko xa..
hwwaaaaah!!.. blessings!! come to me!! 
asK kUh laN :
MALI BANG MAGMAHAL??
*sigh*..
Currently listening to: jeepney--> s.c
Currently reading: always stay
Currently feeling: scared
`..so confused..`
{ by mhizyu at 08:43 PM on July 14, 2006 }
friday na nagkaroon pa ng paxok!
alang patawad!!..haaai
well, im feel alone this friday night..
*sigh* i tried to predend that im happy and not affected in all
the problems i had but.. its not easy to do..
each time you think what could be happen?
and what solution are you goin' to do...
*sigh*..
hope...we have a time to see each other tomorrow..
i don't know what to do to getting it stronger..
.. im not feeling well...
Currently listening to: beer---> itchyworms
Currently reading: she
Currently feeling: sad
ninang ulit ako..!!
{ by mhizyu at 11:37 PM on July 15, 2006 }
tanghali na..tulog pa rin ako..XD
`errrr..sumosobra na yata ang kakapuyat ko
umaga na ko natutulog...haaaaaaaai*
dapat taong bahai ulit ako,pero naisipan kong sumama sa mom ko
pumunta kami ng sa tita ko para kunin c althea ( mah niece )
kaasar dahil nglakad pa kami nung nasa village na kami..
grabbbbe..!! na-miss ko c thea!!!
buti na lang nung pauwi kami hinatid kami ng tita ko ng chikot
kaya hindi na ko napagod..pumunta kami ng market-market
bumili kasi ako ng gift dahil magnininang ako bukas!XD
ung nephew ko kasi bibinyagan ( kapatid ni thea )
at ninang pa ko!XD ehehe..!!
dagdag gastos..!!
Currently listening to: tattoed on my mind
Currently watching: s.t
Currently feeling: restless
fyting w/out know how to win!!
{ by mhizyu at 10:12 PM on July 21, 2006 }
..yey.! nagkita kami ni ilo ngaun..kumain kami ng tapsi!!! ahaha!!!
..kahit ang dami naming problema,..pakiramdam ko,lalo ko lang siyang minamahal.. :D
..magkikita ulit kami bukas! nonood kami ng 'initial D' at 'nacho libre'
..ehehehe!! dalawa xe gusto niya!...
..if you really love him,you will fight to make you happy
..its hard to give up a person,that you know you can't live far from him
Currently listening to: beer-->itchyworms
Currently reading: cue
Currently watching: love of da condor heroes
Currently feeling: relaxed
nagloloko pa rin ang smart!!!!! grrrr!!
{ by mhizyu at 10:25 PM on July 24, 2006 }
-no classes today...
-and still raining out..
-a cool day cames..
-want somebody to hug me..XD
-but..
-he is still far from me..
-and the h*ll it is..
-smart subscribers still insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
-at the evening, its hard to receive the message!..
-errrr...
-i want to throw the cp b'coz of that!!!..
-but of couse..i will not allow myself to that..
-i feel sleepy but i can't sleep!..
-just texting for whole day..
-such a bored day!..
Currently listening to: iris--->ronan keatin
Currently reading: heart never forgets
Currently watching: condor
Currently feeling: worried
`JUST MY LUCK..!! (.o_~.)
{ by mhizyu at 07:42 PM on July 26, 2006 }
it has a class today but,.. im not go school..because it is the feast of st.anne.. i attend the mass together with my mom,. gosh..!!! there's a lot of people inside the church..!! students of st.anne are the common people in the church and..few of them knows me.. i saw my bru ( julie ann) im near to her so she easy to see me.. she call me and it is her birthday so i greet her.. she has a bf now! my god...! im so shock..!!!! and also my another bru! (aisen) coz since elementary,we'd know each other,..and it's just now came the news that julie ann,..FINALLY!! got a bf!!!..well! im happy for her.! i don't know if they're relation will work.. n_n..hope so!
anyways..i also want to absent coz i will go metro,..and of course together with ilo..XD actually since saturday we spend the day with each other we just missed last monday..the weather is not on the mood so..it is!ehehe..!! and the good news is.....
this coming saturday is our..MONTHSARY..!!!!,.wee.! no words can say how happy i am..! even though,its just a months..i feel like,its been a years everytime we celebrate our monthsary..feels like we'd know each other for a long long time!..wheeeeew!!..
we watched a movie.. : JUST MY LUCK! starring Lindsay Lohan as a New York socialite who many considered the luckiest woman around, until one night she kissed a notoriously unlucky man ( Chris Pine 
and their lives switched..
a nice movie..
Currently listening to: 241-->rivermaya
Currently reading: lecture
Currently feeling: thankful